In frustrating times like this… It’s just so hard. So frickkking hard to reply on God when stuff like this happens.
Like seriously? Wtf did I do to make this happen.
I only lost my wallet. But why am I so distraught.
Thoughts that’s running through my mind..
Did I do something wrong? Do I deserve this. Why did this happen. Why me. Or… Maybe I’m just stupid. I’m a stupid clumsy girl. I could’ve just left it in the car… Why do I have to be so blind to situations like this.
Why can’t I just be happy and satisfied with my life instead of getting stabbed with millions of knives. Like seriously… Again?! Wallet stolen again.
I’m just saying… It’s sucks and I’m not happy. Seriously just killed my mood dude.
so I bought my mom this cup with a hot dude having coffee because my mom is fun and i thought this might like her.
BUT THEN I SERVE MYSELF COFFEE IN IT AND TURNS OUT THAT WHEN THE CUP GETS HOT
THE DUDE LOSES HIS PANTS AND THAT’S COFFEE AND PORN AND I DONT KNOW WHAT KIND OF SORCERY THIS IS!
LOOOLLL thats hilarious
That I find pure comfort in my car seat?
It’s like…. for split seconds… I’m totally free.
The Windows down, wind blowing my hair, blasting music, singing like a dork and sun beating down on me.
I have a set destination and I’m in total control.
Whenever I drive… That’s when I think..
It’s when I reflect and relax…
Even when I get home ill just sit in my seat for couple minutes. Relax, listen to whatever song is ending, finish reading texts or whatever.
I’m so free right now.
Ugh. I miss you so much Daniella.
It’s been hard these past couple of months… Especially past couple of weeks without you…
I can’t believe you’re gone…
After what… 10 years?…
I never thought you would be gone… I always said how you were going to be there at my wedding with a cute ribbon…
Also how if I had a child, you would give him/ her a ride…
I definitely took you for advantage. I’m sorry for those empty days or weeks where I wouldn’t play with you..
I really loved our runs/ walks. Everytime I went on a diet you were alongside with me… Although you were running me…
I miss watching you chase the geese and ducks at the park..
I miss how you would jump on me no matter what outfit I wore and I would eventually break out itching cause I’m allergic to you.
I miss talking to you… And your stupid long tongue always licking me.
I miss how you actually knew how to hug..
What kind of dog hugs and high fives you back? Only you.
Its hard without you…. Crazy how I realize it now.
It’s weird when all I hear is silence when walking through the door…
I miss that whining and howling whenever I eat…
Daniella. You’re the best. You are the best. I still love you and I miss you so much.
I hope you’re doing well.