Trying to sort my thoughts right now..

I guess i don’t really know why I’m crying…

The tears just keep strolling down my face… I’m not really sad… or i don’t even know how I feel. It’s a complete mixture of things. 

It started with me feeling lonely, and I think that’s because now I know that my brother isn’t going to be around. Although I’m surrounded by a whole bunch of people, I’m never really around… I’m always so busy with school, being distracted, work… 

Whenever I do have free time, I’m always doing errands or catching up with people. I really do need to spend some time alone and spend time on myself… 

My mom started packing Steve’s room, changing and cleaning it out… I feel like everything is moving so fast. Everyone in our household is leaving and Mom’s going to be all alone..

Why does that make me feel upset? Cause I know she’s gonna hurt. And it’s gonna hurt three times as bad as what I’m going through now.

Being alone should be banned. It’s the worst feeling in the world -_-;

I think why I hate growing up… or how time’s moving by so fast is because I’m not ready to move on… We’re all of a sudden forced to be by ourselves… 

Man. I am so spoiled, I really am nothing without my family. 

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pristine-simplicity:

Turning 19 with my unbiological sister💖 love you until the very end, and this is my first time drinking strawberry mimosas🍹

Awwwh &lt;3 Hope you had a fantastic birthday ThuyPhi! Glad I popped your mimosa cherry haha! You&#8217;ll always be my lil! 

pristine-simplicity:

Turning 19 with my unbiological sister💖 love you until the very end, and this is my first time drinking strawberry mimosas🍹

Awwwh <3 Hope you had a fantastic birthday ThuyPhi! Glad I popped your mimosa cherry haha! You’ll always be my lil! 

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Chemical charges in the brain…

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